is it me or them?
i was caught being late on thursday and yes i was late again on friday ... i hate it when some one ask me a questions tat i can answer and tat answer is bad ... i hate this kind of issue any way i juz sms her some alternatives that i am willing to take for my own account. so i sms saying 830 am , i will skip my lunch to make up for it. then i was at office clearing the stuffs.
ok la, the request not constant , so i will find myself very busy and some time nothing to do ...
so i clear all the VR and Delete all the deletion request and i saw her mail... got dam piss
but i choose not to further justify my comment of skipping lunch. first reason is i just doing it cos i feel guilty ! ~ damit 2nd i am not asking them nor whoever to allow me to come late and skip my lunch ? Man I LOVE TO EAT is tat not enough cos i feel guilty ? i dun think they understand yet i dun think they even care... but yes it my fault to began with and i have to take the steps to wake up earlier... which means no more late night animes , dota , Pubbing Cs servers and 85 sessions.
i went to my friend's mom funeral with my family. sadness fills my heart hearin his words and i can actually agree with him tat some time we do react negatively or so called rebel agaist our mom. Hey dun get it wrong i know how is it to be alone ... and i live by it but come on man if my mom were to left me alone i will still survive. the harderst part is to keep living alone at home . this is the time where we will actually sit down and recap memories . it is a mental tourtur ....
no matter how much i might rebel in my life to my mom ... i hope she knows that she is the onli one i live for and i will try to appreciate her as much as i possibly can
orh yea i got another job offer form citigroup doing proxy trouble shooting and stuff.... office hour but 24 hours stand by ... dunno how much they willing to pay me which also depends the result of calling CMPB to enquire abt my Enlistmet to the National Service.
Hope every thing is all right ... i not angry with any one just tat i was mis understood and i hate to be misunderstood. remember the sky and clouds that gives u rain , water and life can also turn into a storm, destroying and making people suffer.
quote of the day "Shev knows he is not performing and he is not happy abt it, that's a gd thing. if not we will have a problem"
yaya i know my problem MR morinosaurus and i m not happy abt it but it seems u think i am making it as an acceptable behaviour. Assumption is a dangerous thing . i bet most gals out there like my sis love to make assumptions.
ok la, the request not constant , so i will find myself very busy and some time nothing to do ...
so i clear all the VR and Delete all the deletion request and i saw her mail... got dam piss
but i choose not to further justify my comment of skipping lunch. first reason is i just doing it cos i feel guilty ! ~ damit 2nd i am not asking them nor whoever to allow me to come late and skip my lunch ? Man I LOVE TO EAT is tat not enough cos i feel guilty ? i dun think they understand yet i dun think they even care... but yes it my fault to began with and i have to take the steps to wake up earlier... which means no more late night animes , dota , Pubbing Cs servers and 85 sessions.
i went to my friend's mom funeral with my family. sadness fills my heart hearin his words and i can actually agree with him tat some time we do react negatively or so called rebel agaist our mom. Hey dun get it wrong i know how is it to be alone ... and i live by it but come on man if my mom were to left me alone i will still survive. the harderst part is to keep living alone at home . this is the time where we will actually sit down and recap memories . it is a mental tourtur ....
no matter how much i might rebel in my life to my mom ... i hope she knows that she is the onli one i live for and i will try to appreciate her as much as i possibly can
orh yea i got another job offer form citigroup doing proxy trouble shooting and stuff.... office hour but 24 hours stand by ... dunno how much they willing to pay me which also depends the result of calling CMPB to enquire abt my Enlistmet to the National Service.
Hope every thing is all right ... i not angry with any one just tat i was mis understood and i hate to be misunderstood. remember the sky and clouds that gives u rain , water and life can also turn into a storm, destroying and making people suffer.
quote of the day "Shev knows he is not performing and he is not happy abt it, that's a gd thing. if not we will have a problem"
yaya i know my problem MR morinosaurus and i m not happy abt it but it seems u think i am making it as an acceptable behaviour. Assumption is a dangerous thing . i bet most gals out there like my sis love to make assumptions.